a fact sometimes painful

after that day :
you never sent me a message
you never called me on my handphone
you as if never knew me when i met you last saturday
maybe it is your answer when i asked ” what are you do ? when i disappear ?”
you said that ” this question have no need answered “
but in fact, until now you never try to seek me .
Oh God please give me a strength, i dont know what to do is …